R4P2D10 Need Support In Many Ways

Round 4 Phase 2 Day # 10
1.0ml (161.2iu) HCG IM injection # NO INJECTION TODAY
Starting Weight on 08.18.07: 197lbs
R3 LIW: 161.4
Starting R4 Wt: 169.0
Yesterday's Wt: 160.0
Today's Wt: 161.2
Today's LOSS/GAIN: +1.2 lbs
R4 Total Loss to Date: 7.8lbs

I am still very nervous to find out about boy toy's feelings and I still have to wait until tomorrow!!! I really hate being home on the weekends with my daughter because she is always hungry and is always eating which tempts me to do the same exact thing. She prefers it when I'm in P3 because I can eat more variety and she likes that. I really indulged yesterday, I had potato chips (yes my weakness) and 2 Hershey bars and one was smothered in peanut butter. Not to worry, I paid for it this morning, my stomach was so upset that I didn't go to work. (Bad, bad girl!) I just really didn't feel like dealing with people today. I'm also experiencing some pain in my hip joint. It used to be even worse when I was heavier and that's what I had contributed it to but now it's coming back again. It's so bad that when I try to get out of bed, I have to sit at the edge of the bed and try to stand up very slowly. I can barely walk to the bathroom and if I have to sit down, I have to endure more pain. Then it just simply goes away. I used to only feel it when I laid in bed for more that 6-7 hours and last night I was only in bed for 5 or less. I did invest in one of those memory foam pillows designed to nestle between your knees to align your spine. It helps some but if I forget to sleep with it, forget it. It's also awkward sleeping with it because you can't just simply turn over, you remember its there and you have to hold onto it as you turn over.

Well, I'm off to ponder my feelings and decide to go to Wal*Mart again. I forgot a few things but I wrote them down this time and hopefully I don't forget them.