Saturday, April 7, 2012

R3P2D16V13 Break, Break!

Round 3 Phase 2 Day 16 VLCD 13
0.25ml (125iu) HCG SQ injection # none
Starting Weight on 03/26/2012: 174.8
Yesterday's Wt: 165.0
Today's Wt: 165.6
Today's LOSS/GAIN: +0.6lb
R3 Total Loss to Date: -8.8lbs

I didn't get to blog yesterday because after I got home from work, I took a small nap and had to take a written exam for new employment, possibly new employment.  The test was 3 hours long!!  I arrived at 3:30pm, test began at 4pm and we left at 7pm.  Man I was mentally exhausted.  I arrived home and allowed myself to eat junk food.  I pigged out on some Oreos and my heart began racing as if someone had given me a shot of adrenaline!! Guess I had already cleansed my body of all sugar so those Oreos hit me hard. Well if you noticed I stopped the injections because I was unsure if we were doing anything tomorrow for Easter.  I haven't heard anything from my aunt and I also forgot my cell phone at home today.  I was worried I wouldn't arrived on time today so I rushed out of the house and after about 3 miles I realized I had forgotten it.  Oh well, it's not like I haven't been without a phone before. I'm allowing myself to eat whatever I want for the next 2 days and Monday jump back on the wagon.  Since my losses have stalled, this would be a good time for me to let loose.  Now that I have allowed that for myself, I feel more in control now.  Does that make sense? Now that I have permission to eat whatever I want, my mind says, "No, you'll gain weight eating that!!"