Wednesday, May 14, 2008

R4P2D4 Feelin' Better Today

Round 4 Phase 2 Day 4 VLCD 3
0.9ml (150iu) HCG IM injection #4
Starting Weight on 08.18.07: 197lbs
R3 LIW: 161.4
Starting R4 Wt: 161.8
Yesterday's Wt: 160.2
Today's Wt:157.8
2.4 lb LOSS from yesterday

I had a good drop overnight even though I deviated a bit yesterday. An officer was eating burritos but the restaurant gave him some fresh tostadas and salsa. I couldn't resist the tostadas so I caved and ate a few. After I got home, I ate some left over steak, very small piece and drank water the rest of the evening. I had a ACV cocktail and my daughter thought that was pretty disgusting.

My car should be ready today, so I will have a busy day. I need to turn in the rental, pick up my car, put gas in my car (the problem to begin with), get home and make something to eat then go to my daughter's Honors Society Award Ceremony. So no bowling tonight, boo hoo. So the problem at the ceremony is that they will be serving cake and punch. So I will probably eat a piece of cake and do another egg day tomorrow. We'll just have to wait and see what happens.

I can tell the HCG is really starting to work because I'm starting to think straight and question myself as to why I keep deviating. Am I afraid to be thin? I need to lose the weight and get into shape so I can join the police department as an officer rather than a civilian (more money, more stress, etc). Am I bored, is that why I continue to deviate? There are more questions but these are the ones I need to answer for myself first. Still trying to figure out why I continue to sabotage myself.

Yesterday's Menu:
B: 1 cup coffee w/half & half, Splenda, black coffee and 1 HB egg
L: 2 HB eggs, a few tostadas, water
D: steak and ACV cocktail

Biz, I didn't know it was on the tagboard but I know now, he, he!! I promise I read your blog everyday and I get in my email as well.

Jan, the hard boiled eggs is all I could handle after my strange illness.

Miss Jennay!!, yes P2 again!! Hopefully I can hit the 140's by the end of my round which will end around the 31st. What is up with so many of us sick this past weekend and suffering with TOM?!!

B, yes I'm trying to remove my crown of Queen Deviator but sometimes she just wants to rein!!

Monica, I know you've been busy so thanks for taking the time to visit!! I wasn't going to start so soon but I looked at the calendar and thought this month will be over before I know it and I want to be done with this round. Let's see what happens!!

Becca, I felt a bit better yesterday and I'm feeling better everyday. Yes, I'm anxiously awaiting the UPS man again!! Don't know if my mom is going to be too happy when she sees how much I spent, oops!! Not really, I won't let her pay for it all, just some, hee hee!!


triplejtb said...

Excellent loss overnight many eggs did you end up eating?


BizAdventure said...

Girl, you can use the tag board, but you should also be able to post a comment, I wonder why it's not letting you. I wrote you an email this morning.

Interesting question about the deviations, let's pursue that. I will be doing that in my journal?

Excellent loss!

B's Journey said...

Great Loss my friend. I don't know why we sabotage ourselves. I don't think that we are afraid to be thin but I think we struggled with weight problems so long and we just say fuc# it, I'm overweight anyways. I'm sure its gonna go away once you reach your goal, because you'll want to keep ur body perfect so you can eat anything and everything in small portions so u won't feel to need to indulge more than you suppose to. Hang in there and pls. don't beat yourself up!!
Love Ya

Becca said...

That's sad that you have to miss bowling. But WOW your daughter is in honor society! Congratulations to you both!

And of course congrats on your great loss! We can't even scold you for deviating because you lose anyway! HAHA!

cb9094 said...

I am checking on you everyday! Glad to read you are feeling better. When you find the answer to your deviation question...come over to my blog and give me the answers! I am there with you, girl....Why? Why? Why?


applebottomblues said...

Great loss today! I am also baffled by the deviation question. Lately I've just decided that I'm not going to allow myself to think that I can have just a little taste anymore because once I start... it's all over. It's never just a little taste. Then it becomes "1 more won't hurt" It's a viscious cycle.

Mary, have I told you lately how much I appreciate you? You find time to check on me every day and I just love ya for it! And you're in the 150s again! WOO HOO

Take care my friend...