R4P2D8 Someone Kill TOM Already!!

Round 4 Phase 2 Day 8 VLCD #6
0.9ml HCG (150iu) IM Injection #8
Starting Weight on 08.18.07: 197 lbs
R3 LIW: 161.4 04.02.08
Starting R4 Wt: 165.2
Yesterday's Wt: 156.0
Today's Wt: 155.8
0.2 lbs LOSS from yesterday
5.6 lb UNDER R3 LIW
9.4 lbs UNDER R4 Starting Wt

I can feel TOM really lurking now. He's banging on the walls of my uterus something fierce and it is not helping my mood. I am getting very easily aggravated with little things. Like going to Wal*Mart this morning and Home Depot and another grocery store, I finally just came home. My daughter wants to go to a quincenera tonight and I think I'll let her go just so I can have some peace and quiet tonight.

I weighed myself this morning at 6am and the scale said 166.4, a 0.4lb gain. I said to myself, no way I'm walking this off. So I got dressed and went to the track and walked for 30 minutes, then went grocery shopping. After getting home and weighing myself, having not drank or eaten anything yet, the scale showed me the 155.8, so that's what I'm going to use seeing as TOM is not cooperating. Also, yesterday I added apples to my daily menu, do you think that had anything to do with it? Probably not, just TOM being his nasty ass self.

Last night I text "flirty" officer to find out exactly what was going on between us. He said it very nicely that it was just that: flirting. He asked what I wanted and I basically just told him we could be friends with benefits. His problem is that we work together and he doesn't want all the drama that comes with that. I explained to him that I know how to keep my mouth shut and no one needs to know. Since he was at work, he didn't text me back after that until almost midnight and he was handling a vehicle accident. I just told me L8R. I was already asleep since almost 10. He had to go to his reserves training this morning at 6am so I hope he made it. So that just made me feel crappy as well as TOM. Oh, well, guess I'll have to work on "green eyed" officer, he, he!! There are more officers to choose from so I'll get over this one pretty quickly since nothing every happened between us. That's all fine and dandy because in a couple of months, I'm going to have a rockin' body and he's going to be kicking himself for not jumping at the chance because you know I'm going to make him work for it then!! Oh, yea, the bastard ate one of my hard boiled eggs from my breakfast!! He asked first but after this whole ordeal, I'm not sharing with him anymore, haaa!!

Yesterday's Menu:
B: coffee w/half & half, Splenda, 2-3 cups black coffee, 2 hard boiled eggs
L: Wendy's chicken caesar salad w/no dressing, croutons, 6oz. Light N Fit yogurt
S: red apple
D: 1/2 cup fat free cottage cheese, 1 hard boiled egg
S: red apple and cup of chamomile tea mixed w/wulong tea

CB, I'm so glad you contacted me, I wasn't sure if I had your email address but I did. I responded to your email and I hope you can add me, please!! I miss you girl!!

B, why does TOM like to visit all of us at the same time? I think this happened the last P2 I was on and about 3-4 of us were all visited by that rat bastard. I was able to quelch my craving yesterday, luckily no one brought donuts because I would have hurt someone for those yesterday. Today is a different story though, I'm craving some comfort food, I guess with flirty boy letting me down, I want to dip into some refried beans or munch on a Mexican pastry. I think the HCG helps us realize our true feelings and not resort to food to comfort ourselves because we now know how it will affect us and how horrible we will feel afterwards. Sorry, for my rambling, but I guess it hurt more that I realized.