Thursday, May 15, 2008

R4P2D5 No Mo' Drama

Round 4 Phase 2 Day 5 VLCD 4
0.9ml (150iu) HCG IM injection # 5
Starting Weight on 08.18.07: 197lbs
R3 LIW: 161.4
Starting R4 Wt: 161.8
Yesterday's Wt: 157.8
Today's Wt: 156.8
1.0 lb LOSS from yesterday

I would have had a bigger loss but I mindlessly started eating tostadas again. They were not the fresh kind but the bagged kind, ooops!!

Since I had planned to attend my daughter's Honor Society Award Ceremony, I took care of getting my car during my lunch hour so that I wouldn't have to rush after work. Also, I was expecting a package to be delivered so I wanted to get home as quickly as possible after work. Turns out they left the package on the porch. So I get home and patiently await my daughter's arrival so that we can go to the ceremony. It was already six o'clock and no sign of my daughter. So I drove around to look for her and I didn't find her. I went to the school thinking that maybe she stayed there after school to help set up or something. As I entered the cafeteria, it was packed, and looked for my daughter. Her teacher had gone up to the podium and announced her name for her award and my daughter did not go up. Just then my cell phone rings. My daughter was at home wondering where I was. I told her that I was there at the school looking for her and she said that she didn't want to go. Now I am fuming mad. My daughter is the one that wanted to be in the Honor Society and I helped her fill out the application and such and she does this!! I was livid!! I drove home and she was hiding in her room. Now I missed bowling so I could attend this ceremony and this is how my daughter repays me!! I knocked on her door and demanded her MP3 player. I was ready to lay into her about all the sacrifices that I do daily for her and for her to treat me like this? I'm not having any of it. I chose to give her the silent treatment. I think that bothered her more than me yelling at her. So today, I have to go and sign her up for summer school. I really don't think I should. She doesn't want to do her work and why should I let her attend, she only wants to go because her little boyfriend will be going. Now do I let her be a freshman again for the fall or do I allow her to attend so she can catch up and graduate on time and get the hell outta my house. I'm still pissed can you tell? I just don't know what to do with this child. She thinks that I don't do anything for her, ha, if she only knew!! I can't wait until she gets out into the real world and sees what it really is like. Okay, nuff said.

Yesterday's Menu:
B: coffee w/half & half, Splenda, black coffee
L: 2 HB eggs, water
D: 2 egg omelet w/mushrooms, store bought tostadas, ACV cocktail

Jan, just 3 eggs because when I got home, I saw the leftover piece of steak and had that instead, he, he!!

Biz, I think I figured it out finally but the screen moves when I'm leaving a comment so I get lost, don't ask why but I do. Yes, please help me answer that question, I don't want to have to pay a therapist to find the answer, ha!!!

B, I agree with your comment completely!! It is something we must all answer for ourselves I guess. Today I have my daughter to deal with so I'm trying not to turn to food for comfort.

Becca, yes, I missed bowling and my ungrateful daughter is in the Honors Society. Please scold me then come on down and scold my daughter because she isn't going to listen to me.

Cb, hey girl whaz up!! Yes, we must answer this question for ourselves, but as soon as I figure it out for myself, I shall post it!!

Monica, yes it is the everlasting question for all of us looks like. The sad thing is, I deviate more on P2 than on P3. Thanks for the shoutout, I really appreciate it and right now I really needed to hear that!! Hopefully I can be out of the 150's by the end of the month, I just need to stop deviating!!


triplejtb said...

I feel for you with a teenager is the roughest part of parenting...keep your cool and the lines of communication open and all can be forgiven and forgotten...Even though she doesn't know it...this is the time of her development when she needs your wisdom and guidance more than any other time...keep the love on the front burner and you'll be best friends again before it's over


B's Journey said...

Hey Lady,
Don't have kids so I can't relate .lol. good loss my friend keep it up ;)

BizAdventure said...

Good grief, the drama. I hope things work out. It's not easy, imagine have TWO teenagers, and BOYS at that, OMG! Where was my head???

Ok, Mary, tostadas? Really! LOL